acho que não faço mais a mínima diferença pra ti agora, sinceramente, não sei o que fiz pra tanta indiferença.

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I heard you found this girl
And i read somewhere that she’s all you were looking for
and she’s always worried if you slept well
unlike me, she’s never caring for herself
she’s never writing songs letting you down
i’m jealous because she can hear your voice right now
but for the first time in my life
i chose Christmas to apologize
for leaving you alone on a sickness time
for not treating you right
i still know the words you said
i kept them in my mind
and i like to play them along
so i don’t feel lonely at light
your letters, your pictures
things i swore i’d burn
our promises, our melodies
playing on the radio
the way you walk, the way we talked
the way i’m broken and scarred
it’s so magical and it’s so tragical
it’s frustanting and i can’t make it stop
a thousand fights, 4 thousand miles
you almost taught me love is a lie
love is tough, love will break your heart
but it’s worth it when you realize
something beautiful is coming forward
people will make you fly and take off your ground
the one who makes you smile will let you down
why does it have to be so hard?
letting it go, watch us falling apart
seeing that without you i can’t barely breathe
seeing that you’re doing great without me
why does it have to be so hard
to burn a memory?
i have the sound of your laugh stuck in my head
and i caught myself smiling alone
remembering how you’d leave anyone behind to stay with me instead
how you used to say you’d never take the road
how you said you’d never be something i would have to miss
but now i sleep alone, haunted with the sound of your steps
breaking everything of when you said, you’d never let us wreck
why does it have to be so hard?
letting it go, watch us falling apart
seeing that without you i can’t barely breathe
seeing that you’re doing great without me
why does it have to be so hard
to burn a memory?
my heart is crying remembering all that rests
and it’s so strong the pain that’s acking on my chest
i miss calling you in the middle of the night
now your sleepy voice haunts me inside
thought we would love each other our whole lifes
never thought i’d have to kiss you goodbye
this is all the words i kept inside
with your playful jokes and a picture of your eyes
but i’m tired of pretending there’s left any pride
when we’ve said too much
and it’s not enough to apologize